Welcome to the second blog of the year. January was one of the hardest months here in Ecuador, mentally and emotionally. A huge shout out to Emily for always being there for me and helping me out when I am not feeling my best. I would not have asked for a better partner for this adventure. I am looking forward to seeing what February has in store for me. 

Emily and I in Yunguilla 

My beautiful Cuenca  

I began my second cycle on January 6th. My schedule was the same as last cycle, an Intensive and a Saturday class, and I was so happy. My Intensive was 104 which is very similar to level 102 which I had already taught so it was easier to lesson plan and teach the class. This Intensive, however, was very challenging and it tested me. I had a lot of behavioral and attendance issues which caused me to become very frustrated. I also felt a lot of pressure from my students to be the best teacher. Two of my students had such a high need to learn the language to further their careers so I spent many hours planning activities, doing review worksheets and games so that they could learn. What made it frustrating was that the younger students cared less and talked over me all the time. No matter how many times I would tell them to be quiet and take points off their behavior issues continued. I had to become more strict and this was hard for me since I consider myself to be a patient teacher. I knew though that I needed things to change quickly. I was falling behind and my students were not learning. What helped was letting the students know how their behavior and attendance issues impacted their grades. A lot of them became worried and soon began to take the class seriously. Although the Intensive was challenging it pushed me out of my comfort zone and taught me how to be a better teacher. My Intensive ended on Friday and now I will be on break until February 18th when the next Intensive begins. 

The view on my way to work 

My Saturday class, on the other hand, struggles with less behavioral issues. In this class, there are 12 students so it is much bigger. What helps with behavior is that there are 3 older students in the class. Whenever students are not paying attention, the older students step in and tell them to be quiet. Since they are older the students respect and listen to them. The students are also energetic and overall enjoy the class. They learn quickly and I am enjoying this class more than the one that I had before. 

All smiles

Things in the Fundacion overall are good. The kids are so amazing and every day that  I go in I receive so many hugs, kisses, and love. However lately I have found myself struggling emotionally. The environment in which I work takes a toll on my mental health. Unfortunately, many of the kids who are part of the Fundacion come from troubled families, trauma, experience poverty and much more. The stories that I hear from the kids and their families regarding their situation is very heartbreaking. Due to the trauma that kids experience behavioral problems are common in the Fundacion and often situations get out of hand. It is hard to find the right balance between discipline and support because they have to learn to behave well and be successful but I know they are acting out because of the trauma they have experienced and are experiencing. Often I feel like I am not doing enough for the kids and wish I could just solve all of their problems. It is hard to see what the kids endure at such a young age. Many of the kids are not used to receiving love and lack support, structure and guidance. For this reason, I try my best to help the kids in any way that I can. Small things like bringing my school supplies and sharing it with the kids, going to the local market and buying my groceries from the families of the kids and buying the kids a birthday present has made a difference and has allowed me to show the kids that they are worthy and loved.  You also never know how much a hug and support can mean to a kid. I feel grateful for the position that I have in their lives and do my best to show the kids how amazing and loved they are. I do however have to remember and work on taking care of myself and appreciating what I do no matter how small it may feel. 

A cat made by one of the students

With one of my kids 

At the park with my kids 

My happy kids 

The highlight of this month was our mini trip to Yunguilla and celebrating Dia de Los Inocentes. We celebrated Dia de Los Inocentes on January 6th. On this day people dressed up in all types of costumes and participated in a huge parade. Floats were decorated and represented popular National and international characters. I celebrate this day as well by playing jokes with family members but it was amazing to see how Ecuadorians celebrate it and partake in the celebration. I was amazed to see so many people were on the streets and the amazing costumes. As mentioned we also took a trip to a city nearby called Yunguilla. We went to celebrate a birthday of a coworker and had so much fun. His family owns a country house and we were able to swim and enjoy a beautiful view.  His family was so welcoming and we felt so lucky to know such amazing people.  

Beautiful view of Yunguilla 

With participants of the parade 

With one of the parade participants 

Another float 

One of the floats in the parade 

A huge thank you to Mark and Linda for this opportunity. Also, I want to thank my parents and family, both the ones in the United States and the ones in El Salvador, for all the love, support and guidance they have given me throughout my lifetime. I look forward to seeing the rest of my experience here in Ecuador and sharing it with you all. Until next time!